I just want to remind you of how brave you have been. You were not afraid of animals, though sometimes small insects freaks you out. I have been wondering why you could just grab a snake by its neck (or body.. well I can not be sure which is which because it looks quite the same to me.. haha), or how you wont ever hesitate to go chase a monkey, or touch a dear, or even a tiger and a lion... needless to say about birds or cats or baby turtles, but you could cry you heart out if you ever see small spider (or spee-ai-der like Megamind says it) or a lizard. Not that iguana or chameleon would upset you. Its just.. maybe its their size that hinders you from seeing and understanding what they are really like - that makes them somehow 'mysterious' to you.
Mr Megamind. His head is big for reasons. Hope you'd remember this super cool guy ;-)
Yep. Maybe that's it! You don't like mysteries. You dont eat something if i dont explain or describe to you how it would taste in your mouth. You always afraid of the dark, until i remind you that a dark room is exactly the same room, without light. You need to be reminded of nothing should scare or worry you, because you are a good girl and a good girl will always be under the protection of Allah the Almighty.
So whenever you feel unsure about something, find out more about it. Sounds easy, right? But why these worries keep on coming to us? Well, it came from our own protective instinct- the same of the fear that we feel. Fear is something Allah created for us, as a form of defense mechanism. Fear for something prevents us from doing, or NOT doing something that could lead us right to what we fear of. Fear is good. But only with the right amount. It should NEVER be too much till it destroy your potential of becoming someone.
This entry, hopefully could remind you of some of your good qualities, if ever you got stuck in something, and feeling unsure about yourself. You have always got good qualities in you. What i wrote in here today, is just a super~dee~duper tiny fraction of them.
I love you darling. For ever and ever and ever.
