Remember that day when we went to Mid Valley Mega Mall on one Sunday because I wanted to hangout with my friends?
We went home tired but we had to get the house ready, because the house owner planned on coming the next day and he wanted to see how much he’s going to reimburse for the renovation cost we spent. I’m ao tired from all the work done my arms felt like they’d come off.
But I realised later while lying on my bed before I sleep, that I might miss this house, despite my eagerness to leave at the same time. But that’s all to it though. I know that we would be happier in Seri Maya, insyaAllah.
I guess we are not meant for this kind of house for a home. A huge luxurious house, with spaces we rarely use- just not for us. But Allah gave us the chance to experience living in it because we have been wanting to have what some other people have and we thought it was so cool. After 4 years living here, we know that the extra space kind of highlights the feeling that we don’t like - emptiness. And we have been spending precious time and money to keep them. So that day, i say NO MORE.
The owner can have it back, thank you very much. I’d much rather live in Seri Maya and spend my time and energy optimally cleaning and tidying everything and spent the rest of them on spending my time with my babies. And all the extra money- for sedekah, traveling and seeing iceland with you and save some for your and Ali’s education.
The more time and and money we save, the more we could spend to share with others. And I believe Allah is giving us the chance for better ways of living our lives; the way that we would also be successful and happier in the hereafter.
Alhamdulillah kan?
Hope you remember that day sayang, when the time comes for you to make similar decisions for your life.
And remember that I love you always 😘
