Nose bleed again

Maybe yesterday was too hot... Maybe you were so tired from all the traveling we did since Saturday. .. It was already so late.. I think later than 1am when your nose started to bleed. What I did was wash your face with cold water and then put some of them on your head. And asked you to lean a bit to the front hoping it won't get in your throat. It stopped after about 2 minutes.

Today... You were okay so I let you do as you please. You're actually still playing with ashu and its 1.30am.

Everything Happens for a Reason. Have Faith, sayang

I Miss My Budak Busyuk

Busyuk face

I miss you, sayang mama. You are at umah Opah right now, and I thought I'm gonna have a great time catching up with work now that you're out of my way. But guess what. I'm down with fever since yesterday, missed 2 days of work and now I'm still so light-headed and I can't digest anything I read since this afternoon.  The only productive and meaningful thing I've done so far is sleep and sleep like the world is never going to end. Arrggghh...

So I if I tell you what's on my mind, hoping that one day you'll read this and be reminded how much you've been the one that matters to me, I'd feel so much better about myself afterwards. At least I've done something to remind you, that even nothing else in this world worked for me, YOU always do. You keep me sane, motivated,  and when no one looked up to me as if I matter, you always make me feel... significant. And that always keep me going no matter how tough things coming my way.

Thank you, sayang, I hope you know that you are a big chunk of me. And I'm kinda lost without you. I love you so (and that's putting it ever so lightly).