Allah is Taking Care of You.

Masjidil Haram, Makkah.

Sayang mama, Aliya.

Cantik, kan sayang? Subhanallah... Its magnificent. I think so. If you think so too, say 'Subhanallah', ya.

InsyaAllah. This is where we (mama, abah and tok ma only, ya) are going soon, while you stay with Opah, Adnin, and everyone kat umah Opah. InsyaAllah, this 6th of October, 2011, mama, abah and tok ma will fly from KLIA to Makkah/Madinah (yet to be confirmed).

So.. Mama just want to say... Aliya ~ stay good, ya. As good as I've ever known you. I know you will be okay, happy, and will be having lots of fun with everybody kat umah Opah. You will have all the time you need to do things you've always want to do kat umah Opah. I'm sure I don't have to remind you what they are. I am sure you'll spend all your energy from sunrise till VERY early morning till you sleep again having so much things to do. If you feel hungry, tell Opah all your favourite food. Remind Ateh or Andak to buy Butterscotch so that senang whenever you feel hungry you boleh makan dgn air Milo. Easy peasy. Minum lots of milk (unless bila you batuk, kena banyak minum air masak instead, ya). And eat as you usually do. Alah. I'm sure you will be fine. Listen to Opah, Andak, Achik, and Ashoo. Do not bully them! Haha. And Not too much of anything, ya. Oh! During weekends, ibu pun balik juga dengan Adam. So boleh main dgn ibu dengan Adam. Oh... You'll do great, I know.

I am sure Allah is taking care of you. Even more now, as He honoured me and abah the invitation to His place. I am actually not worried of you not being okay. Okay okay.. I can't help but ONLY just a bit! haha (i never lie to you). Of course, you're to me, and abah - THE BEST BABY EVER!. And we love you more than anything in the world. Remember when i show you 'this much" and raised my hands sampai nampak ketiak? Even everybody in this world angkat tangan sampai nampak ketiak pun wouldn't match how much we love you. So of course, we can't help worrying a bit. But we believe, deep in our hearts, we KNOW, that Allah will take care of you. He always does. Even now, as I type this in, and as you lie here next to me watching the Beverly Hills Chihuahua on TV3. 

We are leaving for Makkah, to be closer to Allah. To get the chance to be a better person. Me, a better person, a better mother and friend, to you. A better wife, for Abah. A better child, for Opah, Wan and Tok Ma. A better sister for Ibu, Ayah De and Mak De, Andak, Anjang and Papanjang, Ateh, Achik and Ashu. And also Pak Ngah, Mak Ngah, Uncle Chik, Uncle Pik, Uncle Ming, Uncle Dan, and Cik Su. A better aunt for Adam, Am, Iesya and Adnin. All in all, a better human being, as a servant of Allah. InsyaAllah. May Allah bless all of us, accept our sacrifices in all forms, and grant us the Haji Mabrur. Barulah worth all the hardship for all yang mama and abah and tok ma tinggalkan here at home. InsyaAllah. Mama promise you, that I will do my best. I will strive for His blessings and redha. It is my hope that Allah would redha us jannah, the paradise that i told you about, the wonderful place, in the hereafter. I'm sure you will be there. You kan good girl? So I have to do my best to meet you there. InsyaAllah, sayang. Amiiin...

There is so much that I want to say. But I will write again soon. Now I have to go dulu. See you soon.

O I love you so, Aliya. MMuuuahhsss. :))

Eid Mubarak 2011

I fell sick more frequently lately. This was the eid that your abah and I stayed home while everyone else went out and made visits to family and friends.

It made me think what would happen to you if my time comes. So I told your abah, if I didn't get the chance to tell you this, he will have to do it for me. But I'll write them in here, hoping that one day you will get to read this.

I always tell you, that you are the best baby ever, the most beautiful person, inside and out. That you are a princess, and a friend that deserve love and respect. So please do not let anyone else treat you like you don't deserve it. Do not expect any less than that, ever. You can choose your friend. You can choose whom to hang out with. You can choose the best for you. Life is about making choices.

Being with someone who deserves your love and attention is very very important for your happiness,   for this life, and the hereafter. But sometimes, it is very hard to see how people really are; their true colours until when its all too late, when decisions have been made.

Therefore, whenever you decide to do something, do it with careful consideration of Allah's satisfaction. It should be our main purpose in life, to seek Allah's pleasure. Because the life that we are having right now is not eternal. But the hereafter is. And the good people will be blessed with heaven and happiness there. So be good. As you always promise you will be.

By remembering that 'whatever' has been given to us by Allah as a means for us to be close to him WILL help us through everything. Putting Allah before anything else will remind us that all the happiness and great things granted for us in this world, will not last forever. So lets share it with other people. And all the difficulties we are having, we will not have them for long. InshaAllah. Allah will show us the way. Allah will give us enough strength to go through the life hurdles. Allah does not burden us, does not test us with what we are not strong enough to bear. We might be blessed with anything. A job, a friend, the wealth or a husband. But no matter what, we must always put being close to Allah as our priority in anything we do. We do a certain job because its a noble job and brings us closer to Allah. We are being a good friend so that we could learn from and lead our friends to His path. We have all the wealth so that we could serve people, and get closer to Allah. If we don't have as much wealth as we expected, be happy and know that we will be shown other ways to get close to Allah. We are married to a husband, so that we could reap as much good deeds from our marriage, the 'kilang pahala' as been said by some, so that we will be blessed in the hereafter.

So, like from the Maher Zain song, in whatever you do, ask yourself, because the judgement day is certain, and as Allah is always watching you "is Allah satisfied?".


Eid Mubarak, my darling. May Allah bless us with happiness in many years to come, and may Allah redha for us Jannah. Amiin.

Your Passion in June 2011

This is what's keeping you pestering me to go to Jusco. EVERYDAY.

The Kitchen

It has drawers that functions like real drawers, microwave oven that you could put your food in it, kitchen sink, pans and pots and laddle and chopping board and knife and.. windows, and a table for two.

The Supermarket

Where the chefs could get their supplies of raw food to cook. The cash register works like real ones too

The Groceries

The selection of vegetables, fruits, onions and fish that the chef could cut each one in half

Tea, anyone?

What's cooking?

Through the window

Busy chef at work. You could hear her cutting all the food bought from the supermarket next door on her chopping board, before throwing them in the pan

My Gorgeous Little Chef

But seriously, I would pester my mama too... if I were you ;-)