"Mama, i need to talk to you about something"

This i have to do today. It has been on my mind since the moment it happened yesterday.

Me: Aliya, have you seen my sepit rambut here somewhere?

You: umm... Mama, come here.. I need to talk to you about something

Me, a lil bit puzzled by your action but amazed at the same time for hearing that sorta words came out of your cute lil mouth: Sure, honey. What is it?

You: Your sepit rambut is broken. I'm sorry fatin tak sengaja. It was an accident.

Me, terharu: Aww.. its okey sayang.. But where is it?

You: I hid it... Sbb kalau mama nampak nanti mama marah.. Fatin sorry mama...

Me: Alahai sayang... tak lah, mama x marah la..

Then i was thinking... Mama selalu ke marah Aliya for things like that? Gosh... I am so..oo.. sorry, sayang...

Then I hug and hug and hug you, and I think I couldnt stop hugging you, for making me see things that i have done to you without me realising it was for wrong reasons. And it was HOW you made me see it, that made me so proud of you... And you were just FOUR.

And I love you so.....