Lately I am having trouble sleeping. Actually I think it started 2 weeks ago, the week that I had migraine every morning the whole week. N then i had flu, and now alhamdulillah, I don't have flu anymore, but I still am having trouble sleeping. I would be wide awake till i would finally managed to fall asleep around 3.30am, after tossing and turning countless times beside you and abah since 12am. And while trying to fall asleep, I keep having this headache. Mild, but seasick like..you know the one that makes you feel like youre on a boat or something. And it usually gets worse in the morning, when its time to wake up and we have so much thing to do getting you ready for school and all.
I am actually kind of worried now. What is wrong with me, sayang? At first i thought it was my tonsilitis. But since we have met the ENT specialist and now im taking antibiotics, and nothing had change since, I cant help thinking that its not tonsilitis anymore. well maybe it is, only maybe it had spread to other parts of my head. i hope so. hope its nothing worse than that. :-/
Well we would find out in 2 weeks time now, wont we? i am due for CT scan once ive completed the antibiotic course.
InsyaAllah, its just something treatable. I am sorry if this worries you, but maybe by recording bout my medical record, you can benefit from it too one day, for reference.
I love you, aliya. I pray for only the best for you. You know I do <3 :-* Kalau mama tanya you today, " you tau tak mama sayang you sooooo much?" you would say
" i know" dengan muka bangga dan konfiden yang amat sangat. And mama pun akan senyum sebab happy :-)
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