Misi Minyak

Hari ni mama takde mood nak menulis tesis Mama. Mama nak kena jugak2 tapi .... heargh! Berat sungguhla rasanya. Ntah la sayang, maybe nanti Aliya juga akan lalui masa2 ni. Ini semua ujian masa belajar.

SO, since Mama cuma ada mood untuk menulis tentang Aliya... Why not mama tulis tentang Aliya je, ye dak? Dah lama pun mama tak sit down and focus pada blog ni. Entry sebelum2 ni semua mama buat through hp je. Ikut dan mama. Kebanyakan masanya ialah sementara mama tunggu Aliya main kat play area - kat Jusco ke... kat Keramat Park ke.. Kat dalam compound Sri Ayu ke. Tapi ada satu entry tu dah lama mama try send tak boleh2 nak publish. Isy. Penat je mama taip. Dah la keypad phone tak se best menaip di computer, kan. Harap2 one day boleh la upload.

Anyway.. apa ye tadi. Oh ye. Pasal Aliya. Semalam masa mama nak tidur.. a few minutes before lena, mama teringat the first time mama perasan Aliya bersikap expressive dengan fikiran Aliya: when Aliya speak your mind. Masa tu, kat Skudai. On the way to work, mama terpaksa singgah Petronas di dalam Taman Universiti utk isi minyak. Sebelum tu, Aliya tak pernah tanya atau komen apa mama buat... just tengok aje. That time, lepas mama siap semua and masuk dalam keta, Aliya terus tanya mama.

"Mama, mama buat apa tadi tu?"

I remember feeling so amazed at you that moment. You were just two.

Maybe sebab mama terkaget sebab tak jangka Aliya akan tanya, and i never prepared myself to answer such questions from you before. Yes, I have read that mothers should explain when they were asked, but the moment of truth.... Hmm... You really did caught me off guard. With your innocent eyes, so curious, and demanding for the answer.

I remember smiling, hugging you before starting with the ignition. And then while driving you to your nursery, I explained what i did and why i did it. And you got my explanation. I knew, because you talked to me again about mama 'MISI MINYAK' when we were on our way back home later that day.

And then i thought, wow... You have grown so much since then. As i lie there in my bed, i realised that you have already begin to do things that grown ups do... sleeping in your own room, knowing to clean up and tidy up things, talking about your friends... Had fun playing hide and seek yesterday at the park.. and sometimes, making decisions, making options.

Wah.... how time flies. Tapi lepas tu mama pun tido. Hehehe. Dah ngantuk sangat. Tunggu abah balik tak sampai2. Asyik layan bos dia aje ;-).

Kay la sayang. Ni mama letak video aliya naik bike. Enjoy ;-)